Mental illness is often invisible, and in many cultures, unspeakable. As the writer and illustrator, I created ‘What If I Leave?’ because I needed this book years ago. A book that didn’t rush to the solution. A book that made space for silence, for sadness, and for softness.

This story gives language to what so many of us feel but struggle to express. It’s for:

• Those who have silently battled depression or suicidal thoughts
• The ones who feel like a burden
• Artists, daydreamers, and overthinkers
• Anyone who needs a quiet reminder that they’re not alone.
  The book is illustrated in an ethereal, emotionally rich style, blending the gentle surrealism of a dream with the raw honesty of lived experience.

Step into Emma’s world — a deeply personal illustrated story about navigating depression, inner conflict, and finding the courage to take small steps forward. Perfect for older teens, adults, and anyone seeking empathy and reflection.